DJRavines-Kitten

My friend, You've made it through your war, I helped you to the end. But my own anger needed more, It's the way my heart needs to mend. I took the blade from you, Took it far far away. This is something I have to do, And there is no other way. I seek the blade, The blade I took from you. The one your pain and hatred made, I just need for it to sink right through. I sit here and stare, Watching it so closely. It's so sharp and bare, And I wonder why it just sits there. Wondering why it won't... Why it won't make my red line. You've always said to me "don't", But it's something my heart has already chose to sign. I grip it'

Looking at the sky tonight I see a star, shining bright Watching it twinkle so far above Wondering if I should wish for the one I love As I close my eyes I think of you My love for you is so strong and true My thoughts of you wander through the night Oh how I wish I could hold you tight When you’re not with me, I’m sad and blue I want to live forever but only with you Just a simple thought of you makes me mad It reminds me, that I need you bad You’re everything that I think of 24/7 You are the only angel sent from heaven I’m going crazy because I’m not with you When someone else speaks of you It makes

I live in fear Constantly afraid Nothing can remove my tear Or the monster that I've made Darkness is taking me More and more each day I can't go on Why can't you see? I can't hear the words you say to me You try to reach out You call my name The closer you get The harder I push you away My life will never be the same I feel so young and so weak I pray for this pain to go away Or is this just attention, I seek? But what I do know, is this pain Is here to stay Darkness is covering my face More and more each hour My heart begins to race My innocent face, is now sour I look in the mirror I break down and cry I'm so afrai

I remember all the happy times we shared I remember how warm your hugs were to me I remember how much you seemed to care I remember all the times you said you loved me I forgot that you used to beat my mum alot I forgot how you never said 'happy birthday' I forgot how you never called, you told me you forgot I forgot how you were never there when I needed you I've realised that all this was a game I've realised all that time you lied I've realised that I was never your angel, I'm only a shame I've realised the truth and now my heart has died How come you pretended for so long? How could you ruin my life and make me sad? How come

I sit here with my back against this cold wall Tears are steaming down my face like never before I try to scream out, but noone will hear my call I'm falling into darkness, I'm not myself anymore I'm an angel of darkness An angel in black And I know I can never go back I grab a knife I pull up my sleeve I'm just so sick of life I painfully desire to bleed I place the knife on my skin I push it hard until blood pours I painfully moan in alarm, of how much it stings No matter how much it hurts, I still need more Blood is now dripping over the floor I'm an angel of darkness An angel in black And I know I can never go back......

I want to climb the tallest tower, I don't want to live another hour. I'll climb to the towers top, There I'll take just one drop. I can't find reasons to go on, I just pray for this pain to be gone. I try to hold on, but I'm slipping away, I'm gonna let go, no matter what you say. I'm constantly in pain, Nothing will ever be the same, To you this is just a game, Everything in my life is a shame. I don't know why I've pretended for so long, But everything I do outside is wrong, No matter what you say, i'll never belong here, When I leave everyone witll cheer: "Thank-God, that she is gone!"

All I dread is falling asleep, Cause I know you'll be in my dreams. And when I awake, I'll lay there and weep, I just want to yell, shout and scream. Though my dreams are so sweet. Waking up, and being torn from your arms, Is something I never want to repeat. I can feel my tears forming, But I can't stop myself from falling... Falling... Falling asleep... I only pray to stay awake all night, As my face begins to drown in tears. I don't want these dreams of you holding me tight, I just need you here to chase away these fears. I'm so scared that someone will take you away, Rip you out of my arms, like the endings of my dreams.

The first sight, The first sound. In my life, you're the light. You pick me up off the ground. I'm daydreaming all night and day, Just wondering if this is all true. Don't want this feeling to go away, Do you really want me to be with you? Things are all over the place, Confusing there and happy here. As I close my eyes, I see your face. You always dry my falling tear. The point of this is to say "I love you" So scary, so true, I want to live forever, as long as I'm with you. There's nothing I want more, than to be with you. You fill me with this loving feeling. Just seeing your face makes my day. Also it stops me from slipp

Can't stop my tears forming Can't stop the way I'm feeling Can't stop myself from falling I'm falling... Falling... Falling in love with you Leaving everything in my past behind I just ask to hold you I just need you to be all mine I just need to feel you I love you, oh so much All I've ever wanted is to be held within your clutch My heart yearns for it like open fires To have your body near mine Is everything my heart desires My world has been turned upside down So many times that, I've forgotten the meaning of love Everything stopped falling apart The second I saw your face It showed me the meaning of love And told me th